MY PREGGY STORY (PART III)

Salam alls..

Eh lama plak tak update...nak sambung plak about my preggy story nih.. part III plak.. 

*WARNING - super long entry mcm novel daaaa*

Actually nak share i punye MRI pics of ovarian cyst tu, tapi xtau mane lak letak..kat umah parents kot.. but i just bagi a rough figure how it looks like..

 yeaa something like this.. ada byk copies actually, every segment dorang scan.. ni dari atas (as in head ke kaki), and then depan and tepi pun ada.. kinda scary kan..huhuuuu...

The shape and size of my cyst was like a a small mineral bottle..mcm botol spritzer 500ml tu..haaaaa gile tak.... T_T

Just imagine, something that big in your body and u tak tau about it?? homaigaaadd... bila da go through this baru i tau ada la tanda2 yg i xprasan selama ni... dah mentioned in PART I but xpe share lagi.. hehe

Unusual hair growth
Weight Gain
Hormone Imbalance
Bloating Tummy

lagi satu i x share in PART I, i notice ada stretch mark kat perut kiri i.. memanjang ke atas.. satu line jer.. not so obvious, but u bleh nampak la..

sedihkan..

Pastu best part, the operation done untuk buangkan cyst tu mcm operation orang beranak.. dia potong area bwh perut tu,panjang la jugak..sbb instead of buang yg kiri, they all have to 'korek' tgk ovary yg sebelah kanan gak cos takut2 ada trace of cyst or anything else gak kan..huhu..

THE POST RECOVERY 

After the surgery, spent around another 2nights kat hospital.. Nak bergerak tu Ya Allah seksa sgtttt.. nak berjalan lagiiiiii la susah.. mcm nenek bongkok 3 sbb u xleh nak straightkan badan.. my vontot sampai da biru bengkak2 sbb asyik mintak jab pain killer.. i wonder how la mommies yg buat czer boleh kuatkan diri bergerak demi anak..huhuuuuu...sgt2 respect..

My recovery was around 3months..dapat cuti MC 3bulan.. hospital bagi ubat painkiller, ubat luka dalaman and ubat poopoo... other than that they advice to take hormone pills untuk stabilize my hormones (since ovary tinggal 1 je kan), tapi temporary not needed. They advice few months later can start if i have irregular period. Kalau period ok no need dulu..

Agak lama gak la i tak take hormone supplement ke ape, cos my period was regular.. Bertahun2 la gak...until la i jumpe my soulmate aka hubby (in 2010 xsilap) i noticed something wrong.. My period was noticeably irregular and i bleh rasa lain macam.. and hati tu kuat rasa mcm ada cyst lagi...

Dah la me and my meowgagah time tu da start planning nak serious and plan nak kawen...so worry tu mmg lebih la..risau kot2 hubby xnak kawen org yg mandul ke, kot2 family dia nak dia dpt anak cepat ke.. u never know kan? So my eldest sis yg doctor tu suggest to do checkup..She bagi i referal letter and suruh terus pegi this one lab place kat kelana jaya...lupa nama tempat tu, tapi hospitals and gov clinics slalu refer to that place sbb free.. 

So the result? Yeap result is positive. Rasa hancur luluh weyyyyy.. da la satu je ovary tinggal, and that one and only ovary pon ada cyst? Ya Allah byknye dugaan.. T_T After result dapat from my sister, it's not cyst(yg besar) it's PCOS yg kecik2 kat ovary kite. like water bubbles in and around your ovary.. 

More info via Mr Oogley (Google)

It's not that serious sampai nak kena operate, but still???? that's something bad jugak la kannnnn...cos da la ovary kiri takde, now kanan got prob.. sedeyyyyy.. I mcm downnnn sgt2 cos i thought i takkan dpt baby.. my family and all mmg support, even my meowgagah pon i told him the truth...and asked his mom (my MIL now) whether they all boleh terima tak.. Alhamdulillah they all very supportive and terima i.. *terharu*

For the whole 1 year, i had this to regularkan my hormones and period...

This was given by my gynea, Dr Delaila (Subang)... Rasenye dalam kepala i it's Diane95, tapi bile google keluar Diane35 le plaks.. whatever la but it's this one la.. Dengan this ubat, my period regular and as what people always say, badan naik.. yes badan naik.. tp kulit rambut and all cun la..

After kawen, i stopped taking this ubat sbb nak try conceive kan.. Sbb hormone pills kan mcm birth control gak kan.. so i stopped and xbuat plak follow up on my cyst (bodoh tul)... i plak stopped jumpe Dr Delaila for a certain reason.. yes bodo sgt.. T_T

ALLAH KNOWS BEST

Years passed by, no baby... 1st year agak stressed, cos trying xdpt.. just imagine how many pregnancy tests i da pakai.. siap simpan plak tu.. hahaaa... every single time bile rasa period lambat, trus beli and check.. and then kechewaaaaa... jeles tgk member2 lain sumer preggy and dpt baby.. 

contoh tests yang diambil.. lagi banyakkk dari ni okkkkkehhhhh...

The stress makin lama makin makan diri.. asyik kechewa je kan.. da la time tu age nak masuk 31.. rasa mcm omg im 31 but xdpt baby.. any small2 symptoms i trus ingatkan preggy ke ape, tapi tidak.... siap discuss ngan hubby kalau tak boleh dpt baby kite try la biodex ke, iui ke, ivf ke, anak angkat ke.. Hubby plak was very222 supportive, he's ok with anything and xde stress kan i pun.. he said kite go with the flow and jgn stress... even family pon sama supportive (cos they all da tau my condition kan), siap ckp jgn ada anak dulu, enjoy duluuu! haha... 

So in the end, after dengar nasihat family and frens, i sedar diri and pikir, u know what, be positive, no more stress, go with the flow, enjoy dulu, pasrah and redha.. Insyallah kalau ada rezeki, ada lah tu... Kalau takde, means Allah have better plans for us.. or Allah knows best, maybe kite nie tak ready dari segi mentally and financially.. u never know kan? 

So from there i planned that our 2nd year of marriage will be honeymoon and travel year.. Trus beli flight tickets to Langkawi, Redang, Singapore.. Kononnye 2014 (this year) will be our travel year.. Cuti cuti malaysia gitew.. I senyap2 je beli tickets time murah, and then bile bday hubby (nov 2013) i surprised him..heeheeeee.. ;p

Maka bermulalah 2014 dengan lembaran yang baru.. 
our 'fun' year.. kalau tak dpt gak, 2015 baru kite start to do something.. 
That was our plan...

*To be continued - PART IV*

meowluv~